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  • Deviant for 21 years
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My Bio
Current Residence: Chicago

Tools of the Trade
Flash, Photoshop, After Effects
Other Interests
Cars and guitars
As the subject of this journal suggests, I'm in Japan. I'm living in Takadanobaba right now. It's a very lively city in the heart of Tokyo. It's way too easy to spend money over here...
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I'm 19!!!

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WOWEEWOWWOW!!!...=P
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I feel nerdy as hell saying this. I feel like Sasuke when he felt like he wasn't improving while everyone else was. "What have I been doing all this time?!" I should have been drawing and studying light and color and other things. I chose my path to be an artist. I can't let my opportunities pass me by. Fellow artists! don't let this happen to you!!!
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this is going to everyone that i watch:

i'm thinking about quitting...i'm tired of failing to people who aren't better than me. I am absolutely tired of being inferior to people who are NOT in any way superior to me.

i hate when i try so hard and lose to something that isn't better then what i do.
"advertise yourself" you might say. NO...it doesn't work like that...i've done it several times and its only worked once!..."once is better than none" shut the fuck up....when you've failed as many times as i have...once is the equivalent of none....i'm tired of original artists losing to fan artists who copy what they see on tv....i'm tired of original artists getting more comments and favs for stuff that i cud do while sleeping on a train. While i have respect to the real artists...i hate them because i will look at their pageviews....and then look at mine...and realize i have failed again.

THIS IS BULLSHIT

while i can stay and attain those pageviews...some people have been here shorter than i have and have more success....I've failed again.

Failure is not something i tolerate lightly when it comes excessively...one or two are acceptable...get back up and try again...but when they come to you in the numbers...i see two doors...one says "they cheated and you should push on" ...the other says "your a failure and you need to quit" i've taken the first door time after time after time...they say you learn from your mistakes...maybe its just time to quit. I should just go back to writing for myself and the possibility of being an author like i wanted to be when i was a kid. According to you people...drawing is not my thing. YOU turned me into a failure and i will accept this judgement.

i'm giving all the people who watch me or see this one week to come up with a reason why i should continue making art for deviantart or at all in that manner...or else i quit and i will terminate my account. judgement day...June 29th 6/29/2007. I am NOT kidding around here and anybody who thinks i am will be adding gas to this fire. I am leaving the 29th if i don't have a plausible reason to stay or a rapid upshoot in comments and faves that come from the heart. that means that all the people who i watch will not see me again.

thats all for now or ever....you people are too blame for my failure...remember that even if you don't care.

and just so everyone knows...i'm not a suicidal so don't pull that card.
Awesome Site and Mechanical Design
You Rocks! :) :D ;) B-)
Awesome Site and Mechanical Design
You Rocks! :) :D ;) B-)
Your pictures are just too awesome! XD
Just droppin by 2 say hey, luv ya =)
hi!

i wish i were a robot